A month has
passed, and so are my feelings. The sadness in my eyes, is appearing to
disappear. With all the broken pieces of my heart, I have created my new world
of emotions. The emotions, whom I control. The emotions which seems to bloom
only when I wish them to.
Time healed
my wound. Though it didn’t change a second, it made me what I am today. It made
me believe in myself. It taught me how I should control myself. it made me a
wise woman from a naïve immature girl.
It made me audacious, independent and stronger. Stronger in the way I
never thought I could be. It gave me strength to dare to speak the truth,
however painful it might be. I don’t find a single incentive to hide my story,
my life to anyone, because ‘hey! lived through it and survived out of it!’
It made me a
completely different person in all. Today when somebody asks me about how I
survived this break up, I smile brightly and without missing a single heart
beat as I used to, I can easily speak up to them about my experience which
gradually became a turning point of my life. Because I don’t rue a single
moment with the person who made my life hell once. The ‘time’ who was once so
hurtful, is the one who is making me happy today too.
The
‘happy-go’ girl is back with her cool attitude and natural, true smile. The
laughter which once didn’t hold meaning today has several real reasons behind.
I found my reason to live- ‘to help people out of their problems and make them
a better person than they were before. To make people know what ‘love’ truly is
and that it is not to be found in relationships. When one is in rummage of
relationships, they find it and believe it to be love. But when one wants to
find love, they will find love only’
I got my
head clear of all doubts. Today I can proudly say, I know what love is. I also
know what relationship is. And my boys and girls, both are different!
I trust in
my belief that whatever happens, is for your own good’s sake and that it was
meant to make you a better person. The perspective of how you look through it
and learn from it is in your hands. The people who did wrong, will suffer back
for sure. That’s the law of nature. All you can do is enjoy your life, with
happiness because its just one life you have. Enjoy to the fullest! Do crazy
stuffs, make friends, bunk your classes and roam around in forest if you wish
so! Just live for the sake of love for your own self.
Today I am
happy, forever I shall be.
Wonderful new start ....welcome back ...
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